8:31 a.m. - 2006-02-11
Still Waiting
I have to laugh about, or simply not think about, this ridiculously long wait for treatment. More than a month of waiting to hear about residential. Nope. Then I was supposed to hear Mon. or Tues. about local treatment. The guy on my case was out sick ALL week. I am also waiting on various other treatment-related issues.
I am taking my insulin, even when I do not want to. But because I am binging a lot, my blood sugars still are way high over night. I haven't been sleeping well. The weather is nice, thankfully.
I spend my time reading, doing errands, going to appointments, riding the trolley, watching DVDs...
I wish I could face my terrible nighttime fears, the sexul stuff which feels overwhelming. I read about SA, feel validated, but have no visual memory- just the body and head %%@!%^
crud.
